So… amazing times :) I’m about to leave for a trip that may very well represent the best week of my life…<\/p>\n
I’m flying to Florida to visit her<\/a>. It’s been about two years since we’ve seen each other… and this is all sounding pretty bland so far. There’s no way I can capture all the things going on in my head and distill, it into a few paragraphs… too much history involved for that. Honestly, I feel way to preoccupied to write, but this is important…<\/p>\n Things are better than they’ve ever been. Finally, *finally*… we get to spend some time together on our own terms. I’ve said it before, but it bears repeating: this is the first time we’ll have spent more than a couple hours physically together on consecutive days, ever, out of our entire 5+ year history. Pretty amazing. All I ever wanted was a chance… a chance to spend some time, be together, make her happy, just see how things work out… have a great time, enjoy each other’s company… you know, the usual :) It couldn’t happen, for one reason or another, until… tomorrow :) This is a dream come true, and for a guy like me without a great deal of direction in life (going where the wind blows me, as it were…), this is pretty heavy. And the surrounding details are totally in place, too… We’ve got a nice place to chill at in bradenton; of course my very good friends nico and steph are waiting anxiously for my arrival… it’ll be great to hang with them; I just got paid; I’ve got a cell phone now; been burning cds to take with me and enjoy with her… all in all, I’m pretty well equipped personally to make this a most excellent trip… and, best of all, I feel goddamn fantastic! The anticipation is palpable… I mean, this is something I’ve been looking forward to for 5 years… it was always just tucked away in the back of my mind… “someday”… I knew it would come, but I was kinda never expecting it any time soon… but it’s finally here!!!!! *shivers with delight*.<\/p>\n I feel so loved. Not just by her, either. Things have been quite active here at blackmagiclabs… lots of change and lots of really really good vibes all around. I feel like I’m in the right place at the right time, doing the right stuff. A heartfelt shout-out to all my friends here that have wished me well, and have me in their thoughts… thanks a bunch all, and I look forward to seeing you when I get back (it’s my understanding that I’ll return just in time for a gathering…).<\/p>\n I’ll have limited internet access while I’m away (was actually considering buying an ibook before I left…), though I don’t expect to be spending lots of time surfing the cyberweb, or checking up on my bitches<\/a>…<\/p>\n Okay, well… I think that’s about it :) See you when I get back :)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" So… amazing times :) I’m about to leave for a trip that may very well represent the best week of my life… I’m flying to Florida to visit her. It’s been about two years since we’ve seen each other… and … Continue reading